Today is my youngest birthday...He is 1 years old. Today is the first time in 6 years that my baby has turned 1 and I am not pregnant and not expecting to either. We have 4 children ages 5,4,2,1. My husband and I are going a non-main stream way of living. We are going to adopt our 5th. God is extremely important to us, we have family time before the kids go to bed Gods word. For a reason only God knows, we are headed to the hardest place to adopt....china. By the time we qualify, it will give us enough time between kids where their will not be that much difference in age and we can get everything together to allow us to have a smooth transition from 4 to 5. They are really strict in their standards, I don't blame them, but I hope we can stand up to their expectations